FECK .
Been having a super bad week .
A SUPER BAD WEEKEND .

I actually typed out all the post le .
And with the careless touch of a button .
EVERYTHING ERASED .
Then . cannot recover the post .
Im typing in microWORD now )):

Well .
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING WRONG .
And I know my friends have been trying to cheer me up .
But it seems like they just don’t bother to understand )):

Ahhh .
Moodless to write again . stupid lehs .
This morning was totally the last straw le .
I reallyREALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE .
For reaall this time .
That you can treat your family this way .
All youu do is EAT SLEEP TAKE MONEY .
Youu think what .
YOU THINK WE OWE YOU ANYTHING MEHS ?
We all REN you so long le .
I really cant take it le .

ANYWAY .
Was actually intending to go to the open houses yesterday .
But last minute . they all say not going out le .
So .. went with mum.
Visited the psychology and media mass comm ones .
Not really into business and accounting stuff . haas .

we went to a talk about volunteerism .
which made the devastations of the less fortunate inevitable to consider .
of course i want to help them .
but i seriously cant handle looking into the heart of a tortured soul .
i seriously get emo when it comes to that .
and i cant handle it .
but the smile of a saved one . is priceless :D

i was actually thinking more of a study of human psychology and socialogy .
not like a .. directed to early childhood kind of thing .
but .. if thats where God wants me :D
we'll seeee .

well . I guess jc is still what I working for now .
for goal-less people like me =x

well .
and THEN .
I stumbled unto bad luck !!
Haha . in the form of JULIA TAY LI JUN !
Lolls . no larrhhs .
This is called . FATE BETWEEN A BANANA AND A MANGOSTEEEN :D
Haas . wanted to join herr .
But . mum said had to go off le ):

Hm . was actually planning to go to temasek .
Orr to the library .
Non of which I did in the end .
Fell asleep when I went home .
And by the time I got up .
We had to go to ahma’s house le .
And NO . not the hokkien one . the one that goes HUUUUUUUUH :D
Hahas .

Hmm . ahyi and mum were planning some bonanza for next week .
And they were like .
QIANG WILL SURE ENJOY DE .
They like . really given up trying to go against him .
And not they just give in ? stupid larhs .
I really cant take it le .

Nothing . and NOTHING seems to be going right .
And I seem to get frustrated over the simpliest little things now )):